Monday, February 27, 2012

Egg Muffins

I didn't post yesterday for several reasons. The most prominent being that this past week our cheat day was on Saturday and it was a hefty one, therefore my weigh-in Sunday morning was less than satisfactory. I will post new numbers as they go down this week, as I am planning on weighing myself every morning instead of just on Sunday. I think that might keep me a little more honest and a little more careful about how I cheat, since I know I'll see the consequences the next day rather than later in the week. That's the kind of motivation I need at the moment I think.

In other news! I made lunches for myself (and Jon) last night! I made some egg muffins. By egg muffins, I mean eggs cooked in the shape of muffins with many delicious things added.

Unfortunately our oven seems to have a broken pilot light, and so it absolutely refused to heat up above about 100 degrees, so we had to use the microwave this time. Next time I make them (when the oven is fixed) I will post many pretty pictures etc. But for now, I will merely tell you what I made.

2 batches, 6 muffins each, 9 eggs per batch.

1 batch "Italian:" Eggs, italian sausage, parmesan cheese and basil. I am having 2 of these for lunch today. Super delicious!!

1 batch "French Breakfast:" Eggs, canadian bacon (ham would also work here), cheddar cheese, and spinach. 

In case you absolutely must have some numbers:

Yesterday, 2/26/12
183

This morning, 2/27/12
182

I haven't measured inches yet this week. When I hit 181 or 180 I will measure, otherwise its either going to be no change or gain, and that's not motivating. 

I desperately want to break 180 and I've been having a lot of trouble with it. There are a lot of possible reasons, most involve my high level of cheating, but I also need to take into account that I have stopped taking the supplements completely and my water intake is generally pretty sporadic. A lot of it has had to do with the stress I've been under with trying to find a place to move and such, but that's really an awful excuse. I'm not quite sure what to do at the moment other than try to drink more water and eat right rather than mostly right. Hopefully these lunches work well.

We still are going to move at some point, hopefully soon. but we are staying in our current place for another month so we have time. Thankfully March is also a long month. This should reduce my stress level and let me focus more on the diet.

Sunday, February 19, 2012

Numbers...

So, the numbers this week were sort of interesting. I weighed myself yesterday morning (Saturday) and I had gained back 4 lbs. Needless to say I was sort of sadface. BUT! This mornings numbers show that that spike was just because of the meals I had on Friday. Here they are!

The Numbers
2/19/12
Weight: 181.6
TI: 150.5

So I gained .6 pounds with a week full of chocolate, sushi and macadamia crusted mahi mahi (SO DELICIOUS) and being female. I'd say that's not that bad at all!

Still working on the finding-a-place-to-move thing. Otherwise, this week will hopefully be much more on track. All my Valentine's chocolate is gone, and what remains of the girl scout cookies and tootsie pops is locked up in Jon's lockbox. I've had some actual rest now, so this week should just generally be better in the staying on diet and losing department. I'll probably get back down to 180 next weekend. Maybe further, but we will see.

More next Sunday if not sooner!

Friday, February 17, 2012

A look into Groceries.

This week has been a bucket of fail so far, and it probably won't really look up before Sunday. As my mother says, I'm pretty highly stressed at the moment, so one thing at a time. I am trying, even if my willpower is on vacation.

I managed meals ok. Most of my actual meals were on diet. It's just all the extra things I ate that weren't. The combination of being on my time of the month and also having Valentine's day sort of did in any real diet success this week. I've had a whole lot of extra sugar. I'm just hoping that because I was pretty good about carbs and only bad about sugar, that I'll be okay. Plus, aside from Tuesday I didn't/ won't take another real cheat day. That definitely isn't to say I didn't cheat, because I SO did. But still.

I made a discovery in the meals department. On Thursday night Jon and I went grocery shopping and got...for the first time I think, almost completely repeat things. Usually we have several things that are more "one-time-buys", but we got pretty much all the same things we usually get. My life may be gaining some sort of routine! Yay!

Anyway, I thought I'd share the way we eat.

Beans-
We buy canned beans from Safeway at 99 cents each. Jon gets pinto beans and I get black beans, according to our tastes. Jon likes to put a can of beans, drained, into a tupperware along with some frozen meatballs to take to work for lunch. He then microwaves and eats there. He also tends to take salads with him occasionally (Lettuce and grape tomatoes with light balsamic vinaigrette). I haven't figured out lunches yet, but I eat beans when I'm eating dinner alone and don't have much in the veggie department. I'll cook whatever protein we have and then put it on top of a cans worth of beans. It works out pretty tasty. Both of us also like to melt cheddar cheese on top of beans and eat that for a quick snack.

Frozen Veggies (3 bags)-
We get the stir fry mixes. There are a whole bunch of different ones, ranging from asian inspired (with snow peas and water chestnuts) to early spring mixes (with asparagus and squash). I always cook a whole bag, whether I'm just feeding myself or feeding the two of us. Asian mixes I tend to season with ginger and soy, while other mixes I either toss in lemon pepper or curry powder. I always pan cook with a lid.

Frozen Protein (fish or chicken, it was fish this week)-
Having frozen meat is nice for us because we're pretty bad at eating on a schedule. What we do for dinner each night is a toss up between cooking and ordering and depends on whether our roommates are using the kitchen (though we'll be moving soon so that won't be an issue) and how much energy we have.
When we get chicken, we buy the frozen chicken breasts from Safeway. They're 8-10 dollars a bag, depending on the sale that day. When cooking just for me I cook 1 breast, when for both of us I cook 3. I put the frozen chicken in a non-stick pan with a lid on medium heat and let it sit to thaw for a bit. Then I'll flip it over and thaw the other side. While that sits I make up a mixture of water (because I don't have chicken broth at the moment) soy sauce and ginger. I use Kikkoman soy, and a tube of fresh ground ginger (both purchased at Safeway, you'll find the ginger with the fresh herbs)I then pour this mixture into the pan with the chicken and put the lid on. I let this boil for a while, then flip and repeat. Once I think the chicken is mostly cooked I add the bag of veggies and cook both until both are done. I do the same with curry sometimes.
For fish, we grab what's on sale. This week it was Swai which is a light flavored white fish. I usually bake it with lemon pepper. Pop it in the oven on some foil on a baking sheet at 400 degrees. Wait 10 minutes, sprinkle with lemon pepper, flip, sprinkle other side. Cook until it's done. Sometimes I have to bring the fish up onto a pan on the stove to finish it out.

Frozen Meatballs-
These are a staple for Jon because they're really easy and tasty. Just pop them in the microwave! I'll occasionally eat some too with tomato sauce. We usually keep a jar of marinara/ other pasta sauce on hand. Once we move I'm going to make a habit of making our own.

Fresh protein for immediate consumption [We got pork chops]-
Often we'll get thin cut steaks, which I just pan fry, but this week we bought pork chops so I decided to to something a little more detailed. I started by pouring some soy sauce into a deep plate. I then dipped and soaked eat pork chop in the soy sauce. I then got Jon to help me by squirting some of the ginger paste onto the pork chops for me while I massaged it in. I then popped each pork chop into the non-stick pan for a couple minutes on each side. They cooked quickly and were SUPER tasty.

Diet Beverages [diet dr. pepper for him, vitamin water zero for me (I only get this when its on sale)]-
Jon drinks a lot of soda, and I really like vitamin water. So it's best for us to buy these when they're on sale at Safeway. ONLY diet beverages are okay, so we just get the diet versions of our favorite beverages. Luckily for us, Jon doesn't mind the taste of diet dr. pepper, and my favorite flavors of vitamin water only come in diet. :)

Protein Shakes-
These are breakfasts for me, and desperate times breakfasts for Jon. We've discovered that the Atkins diet chocolate flavors are the best. DON'T get the "Day Break" ones, they aren't as filling and they taste weird. The only useful thing about them is the lid, but I find that that keeps me from finishing the whole shake, thus defeating the purpose. I say Atkins rather than any other brand because every other brand uses sugar of some sort. No other brand is designed as a low-carb diet shake and a lot of them are actually meant to be high carbs for people actively building muscles and on calorie limiting diets. So really, Atkins. They actually taste pretty good too, I don't find them chalky at all.

So. Those are our food staples. I may post more detailed recipes for the dinners (with pics) once we move.

ALSO I HOPE YOU LIKE THE SLIGHTLY UPDATED SITE. Now there's an about page, links to my twitter and pinterest profiles, and also some shiny new design elements (like fonts and a new, somewhat more sensical, background)

Yay! More on Sunday.

Sunday, February 12, 2012

Um...oops?

So this week has been a total bust. Too much cheating, not enough following the rules. Generally unsuccessful.

I think a lot of it was because I just had a lot of cravings this week and not a lot of self control. After last week's milestone success, I sort of just let myself mess around a bit more. I haven't been punished for it, of course, other than with lack of progress. I havent gone backwards or anything, just no forward movement.

Maybe I needed a week off (sort of) or something. Who knows? I will try to be better this week and not do too much cheating (all bets off for Tuesday and Friday) and my wallet is starting to hurt a bit from buying Chipotle everyday. Perhaps this week I venture into making lunches. We'll see.

The Numbers

Anyway, my numbers this morning were pretty much the same:

Weight: 181
TI: 150.5

I just looked back and saw that I actually lost some inches. An inch and a half to be precise, though that may have been due to aggressive measuring. I probably lost about an inch. but, we'll leave the numbers as they are.

Looking back on my meals this week just makes me feel guilty. It's mostly the snacking and candy that did me in, but still. I'm not going to post them. I already feel bad enough.

This week sugar goes away again. I've had my fix, time to go back to the grind.
Goal this week is to get under 180. I will be so happy to see that 7.

Sunday, February 5, 2012

It's been a month!

Tomorrow marks the beginning of the second month of this diet! I think this is the longest I've ever actually stuck with something like this. Of course, I've had my moments of complete and utter ditching the diet (last weekend, for example) but for the most part I'm still on it. I'm proud of myself.

I am also proud to say that I have lost about 9 pounds in the past month. That's from my highest weigh-in before to my lowest weigh in now. I have a lot further to go, but it's enough progress that I think I can keep it up. I do enjoy eating this way now and I think I've figured out how to do it well in a way that works for me. I can see my self eating like this for the next couple years (though, I will eventually stop eating canned beans and frozen vegetable mixes).

The numbers this afternoon are encouraging, especially given last weekend and one of my weigh ins in the middle of the week. I am very happy and ready to chug through the next month.

Like last weekend, I kept a log of everything I ate. I'll give you the numbers first so if you don't want to read it you won't have to.

The Numbers


2-5-12
Weight: 180.8
TI: 152

That's down two more inches and two more pounds since the last measurements. That means I'm losing sort of slowly, but its okay because that is both healthier and it means that I am adjusting my life around what I should be eating in a sustainable manner, which means I can keep the weight off, rather than gain it all back the second I eat pasta.

For comparison, my before numbers were
Weight: 186.4
TI: 157

Woo! Onwards!

Food Log:
(cheat foods are starred **)


Tuesday 1.31.12
[failure to eat within an hour of waking]
12 almonds
chipotle salad
crystal light lemonade
goldfish** and almonds
fish and veggies
a few meatballs with tomato sauce

Wednesday 2.1.12
Protein Shake
10 Almonds
chipotle salad
diet pepsi
goldfish**
Peanut butter
fish and veggies
2 fudgesicles (the second one**)
more peanut butter**

Thursday 2.2.12 [Designated cheat evening]
protein shake
chipotle salad
almonds
Sushi (vegetarian)**
green beans
vegetarian pad thai**
alcoholic beverages**
some cake**

Friday 2.3.12
eggs and turkey
chipotle salad
ethiopian lentils
chicken salad with ceasar** dressing
sugar free amp
sugar free vitamin water

Saturday 2.4.12
Eggs, bacon and cheese
2 turkey burgers and vegetables
4 sips of mountain dew**
protein shake

Wednesday, February 1, 2012

And it continues...

I have received the reminder pokes and so it's time for me to write a new blog entry!

I don't however, have much to report other than a very cheatful, but fun and good, weekend in Oregon. Seriously, I didn't have single on diet meal all weekend. It's ok though, no disasters occurred!

I weighed myself last night (I have yet to measure as of writing this, and I think I will refrain until Sunday) and while the numbers show no loss, they're also right around normal for an evening post-dinner weigh in, and where that used to say 189-190, it now says 183. Miserable progress for the 3 weeks I've been doing this, but still progress, and I'm not discouraged. I actually kind of like eating this way.

One thing I did discover this weekend from eating all the rice and bread, was that I fill up faster on it. My stomach was generally confused by all the starch and carbohydrates, so it shut down sooner. I don't know if I'd say that meant I ate much less, but eating the normal amount of food I would made me very full. I figured that was okay, because the purpose of cheat days is to remind the metabolism to run high. We'll see what has happened after being back on the diet yesterday and today. I found I am a bit hungrier... but my stomach will readjust soon.

I did a good thing this weekend, and kept track of everything I ate. Here's the list!

** My normal food


Friday 1/27/12
Atkins protein shake**
Steak Salad (Chipotle)**
Cobb sandwich (Specialty's)
Regular Caribbean Passion Jamba Juice
Ginger Ale
Honey roasted Peanuts and pretzels (on the plane)

Saturday 1/28/12
(starting after midnight)
7-layer burrito
2 supreme tacos
2 cups of tea with sugar and soy
Yogurt and grapenuts with a little honey
1 piece of whole wheat bread
4 pieces of pizza
2 mikes hard
1 bud light lime
1 sugar free, hard liquor beverage
1 Soy white russian

Sunday 1/29/12
Yogurt and grapenuts with a little honey
Tea with sugar
Chai tea latte (soy)
Butternut squash soup and some bread
Thai Orchid dinner (curry, rice, tom kha soup with tofu, pad thai, peanut sauce, chicken)
Super food cookie

Monday 1/30/12
Whole wheat toast with butter and peanut butter
Katsudon (only ate some of the rice)
some almonds/goldfish/dried cranberries
Leftover curry with a little rice
Tea with Sugar and Soy
Ginger Ale
Sushi, salad, edamame

My log is still running, and I will post the rest of this week's records on Sunday with my real weigh in post.