The Numbers:
W: 181.6
TI: 151
Yeps. I took the weekend off because I'm frustrated and disheartened etc. I'm that way about a lot of things right now. I need some real motivation. Tangible goals. My original goal with all of this was for Burning Man, but I don't have a ticket and it's unlikely that I will obtain one. So that's out. I can't think of anything else that I care about my weight enough for. I mean, I care, but I also really don't. It's not life threatening (40lbs is sort of a normal number) and as long as I don't eat pasta everyday and keep eating the kind of things I have been it will maintain itself. Maybe even go down. I am tired of seriously monitoring what I eat for no results. I've been resultless for a month now. I will do my best to eat right (pasta and bread are still generally out and I won't buy them), but I don't think I can keep up a real diet anymore.
This blog..well I'll keep posting I guess. I have a few recipe posts still to go up and I should keep monitoring my weight (lest it go back up again). So. I'll still post weekly with numbers and maybe some things I ate or something.
I just cant do it for real anymore when I don't have a reason other than being less squishy.
Don't give up hope for Burning Man, Kiersten! It's still possible that someone will decide they can't go anymore and need to re-sell their ticket!
ReplyDeleteAs for the diet, at least it has had some impact on things, including eating habits, which will hopefully be good in the long run.
Love you.